Realization

So, I'm 18. I've lived at home all my life, obviously. However, my parents, last year, felt God calling them to iTaly *ha. i don't know why i did that. felt like making it look like a Mac country.. even though they are very rare in europe cause they are so expensive. whatever!*. Read my other blog, called "My Family" if you have no idea what I'm talking about. Anyways, I've been reading this book called "Blue Like Jazz" by Donald Miller. Its sooooo good. I suggest reading it to everyone. Some would see it as a controversial book, but I don't at all. It is a book by an intellectual writing about his struggles and victories during his journey to an intimate relationship with God. I have a hard time relating to some of the stuff he struggled with, mainly because I am NOT an intellectual. I'm a musician. Different part of the brain.. He talks about loving the world alot and not judging. So good.

Anyways! back to subject. I realized that I am, slowly but surely, becoming a mature adult. Since I've been living at home, I've been kind of following whatever my parents opinions are. Over the course of this year, I've started becoming my own person and forming my own opinions, some of which my parents agree with and some of which they don't. I've started owning my life, if you will, my relationship with God especially. I'll probably do some more blogging tonight.. Just thought I would share that with you!